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I feel like going back to Malaysia tonight..So, here's a post for y'all..

It's 8 degrees here,which is quite common considering Fall a.k.a. autumn is coming...warm and windy days, with chilly nights...just the way i like it ^_^

Fall.Fall.Fall.

This is the best season for me: windy,snowy,blizzard-y...haha...i wonder if there's such a word as blizzard-y...insyaAllah,this fall won't be as blizzardy as last fall..

I'm still enjoying life as a lone ranger (ecewah)...it kinda get boring, tho, as I'm still the youngest malaysian here...seriously,it sucks big time...there's no one

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like

PAIN SEHA

PIJA LION LISA AZWA

MIRA MIRE INTAN MEYNA

well, sume da dewasa, kunun2nye....well,dewasa by umur x smstinye dewasa by hati rite...i don't wanna judge these people here,tapi ak rse they can do better than what they have chosen to do...seriously,why do they have to act cool and matured when they have not even a single idea of what's going on around them? be honest la kn...kunun suh ak express my feelings and such...dorg sndrik ke laot...i was like, guling2 atas tanah glakkan dorg sorg2...yeah2, they give nasihat as what a senior should do...but,dorg sndrik x penah lalui all those things, how could you give advice to people...kununnye from others' experiences...

B***S***!

cube la dorg ltak dri dorg in these people situations, rse2nye mampu ke nk brthan?haha...hua3...seriously, what were they thinking?haiz...i might seem ignorant,tp at least ak x pretend to care about them at all..kalo da mmg ak x amek taw or amek pisong psl dorg,that means I just don't want or need to, kn..drp ak wat2 like I care tp pastu ak ckp blakang dorg...well, I won't give a damn about what they'all think 'bout me, so let me be la kan....

My life’s a big act. I’m trying to be strong when I’m just a scared little kid. Trying to keep everything under control when I really want to scream, cry, and maybe hit someone. Because I feel ASHAMED when I cry. I feel ASHAMED when I admit I’m hurt and I feel ASHAMED, when I’m scared. (ANONYMOUS)

P.S. ak tgh stress sbenanye...so maaf in advance for this crap... :) Selamat Hari Raya!